This is my first time

so... un na nga... this is my first time to do this... honestly speaking, i dont know what to do... it's like going into a war, without gun, grenades or even a vest and helmet for protection... but what motivated me to go into a war i call, innocence, (dude it's innocence and not foolishness) it was this so called passion... passion to write i feel.. i was looking for a good way so that i can write or express feelings pissing me of... hehe... it's a good thing, this thing existed... sh*t nanginig ako... ganyan talaga feeling ng first timer...