the news is really depressing. i never thought that people from the same race could do such thing. this could be one of the worst news ever reported. i am hoping that justice would be served.

so who's gonna watch you die?

"love is watching someone die,
so who's gonna watch you die."
- what sarah said by death cab for cutie


the video made me reflect.

how much are we really willing to sacrifice?

when your efforts are not recognized, are we willing to repeat them, again and again? just for a single glance? or an (in)sincere clap?

should we blame them for our non-existence? or we only got our selves to blame?

are our sacrifices really worthy? should we consider what they are going to say? how are they going to react?

are we alleviated from hurt by sacrificing ourselves for others? are they alleviated from hurt by sacrificing ourselves.

damn it.

i sort of hate twitter becoz it made long posts not worth reading.

lunch and travelling

during the first sem, my brother and i have been going to our mother's office to have lunch. with lunches spent at mom's place, i get to a)save since transpo to her place is cheaper than the food i eat at school and b)to eat more delicious food.

these serve also as escape. i get a break from my blockmates and barkada at school but it's not that i don't want to be with them (though sometimes, i do... labo). i tend to forget my school works, except for the time when i went to see mom and research at an agency near her office, which drains every ounce of me (okay, drama).

so yesterday, i heard my brother on the phone with my mom telling her that he would be spending lunch with her again. since i was done with enlistment and bored, i told him that i would be going too.

can i just say that i like riding trains? ahaha anyway,i got off at katipunan to ride the train to recto. i feel like i'm really cool coz i was reading a book the whole time. okay, feeling intelligent.

fastforward... lunch was okay, had a burger which i have been craving for lately. my brother let my mom taste fro-yo. fastforward again. when we got to her office, i got really bored. so i decided to go somewhere.

and my feet brought me to makati business district.

i really like going to ayala center spontaneously. and my favorite time would be around 4:30pm onwards, when i get to see working boys and girls on their way home or rushing to be on time with their graveyard shift. along ayala ave., i get to see a good mix of people whom i shall be meeting someday when i work at makati business district.

besides the fort, i have a soft spot for greenbelt. it must be the "peaceful" environment when compared to other malls. so i spent almost two hours walking around and when i paused and sat down on a bench outside, i began to wonder, why is it that near our house, we don't have a park that's comparable to greenbelt. okay, maybe i'm just inspired by the favorite spot of tom (500 Days of Summer). ahahah

i also learned from this wandering that a bus ride from ayala to philcoa on a monday night rush hour will take you an a hour and a half. also, it's better to get a bus at edsa under the mrt station than at ayala since buses at the latter are mostly crowded.

sembreak na!!! wohooo... what to do? what to do? it's getting stranger, everyday. thanks to technology. strange in a funny way.