so who's gonna watch you die?

"love is watching someone die,
so who's gonna watch you die."
- what sarah said by death cab for cutie


the video made me reflect.

how much are we really willing to sacrifice?

when your efforts are not recognized, are we willing to repeat them, again and again? just for a single glance? or an (in)sincere clap?

should we blame them for our non-existence? or we only got our selves to blame?

are our sacrifices really worthy? should we consider what they are going to say? how are they going to react?

are we alleviated from hurt by sacrificing ourselves for others? are they alleviated from hurt by sacrificing ourselves.

damn it.