i'm not doing well this semester and i don't know why. it's like my mind's not on the right track. i'm trying to avoid my mistakes but i always commit them again. stupidity, i say. one of my concerns lately is whether i should transfer or not. i'm having a hard deciding. an i don't know if i would be given the opportunity to choose. and i wish i would have. oh... i borrowed finney's copy of light grenades for a week. after two times of listening to it, i now have my favorite songs. dig and diamonds and coal. also i get to pick a line which is really good, from diamonds and coal. "even diamonds start as coal"