endo or exo

after the successful yet tiring play, we went to our humble "home" ctc room 305.funny how coz i still have the doubts whether if was our room. i think one of these days, i'm going to end up entering the other classroom. short term memory or stupidity. anyway. we went to our class late. supposedly, we planned to have a class cut. it was kuya barwin's idea. i presented to be the first one to do this evil thing. ehehe. the weather was with us for a shor period of time. we were all laughing coz it's a force madieur(wrong spelling, i guess). thank Him coz it rained. sadly, we thought that we don't have enough time to grace the lovely face of ate bianca. ehehe. fortunately, the rain stopped, we rushed to our room. we found out that she was looking for us. she was there to congratulate us, also ate tish was there. ehehe. it somehow uplifted my weary spirit. they were supposed to review but we were tired. it clearly manifested by the class. the heads of some students were down on their arms. they decided not to teach. then, we had our CL class. kuya edward wasn't there. it was a good time to relax and rest. i put the jacks on my discman and played hale loud. suddenly, our classmate had what we were supposed to do in CL. there was the question there that says: is hell exothermic or endothermic? it was quite puzzling. i really had a hard time thinking over and over. i'll tell you my side the next time i will post. ok? what can you do? by the way.

kadiliman sa kalagitnaan ng larawan pt 2.1

gusto kong magsorry dahil hindi ko pa natutuloy ito. sobrang busy ko pa rin talaga eh. wala na din akong maalala tungkol sa kay mmm... kaya hindi ko din ito matuloy. ang corny kasi ng buhay ko ngayon eh. walang nagpapaligaya sa kin. makaaasa kayo na isang araw maitutuloy ko ito. promise. peksman.

i found my girl... smile

it's really wonderful to see people you missed for quite sometime. i was able to make my return to ANI. after five days of one of my worst flu, i was back with the people i was chilling with the whole summer. i made it though my hamstring was hurting me when i take the stairs; and not to mention, my head was stabbing me everytime i get up on my chair. i stayed there for a long time for some reasons. we have to practice our play for the upcoming competition on friday. since i was not with them for a long time, i still don't have my role. i'm hoping that it would be easy to act. i'm not good in acting. the presentation skills workshop is still in my head and i think it would help, a lot. second, i was about to go then when i heard the thunder rumbling and the lightning was lighting up the dark sky. wind was blowing hard and each touch of it on my cheeks, was accompanied by droplets of water. it was cool. it cooled the hot afternoon(it was night then, actually). i really have to stay though i didn't like to. i can't offer myself to the upcoming storm. i should be ok by tomorrow. know why? tomorrow's ANImazing race. i'm really excited. i think that the race is my only cure to this illness. third. it's funny when you make someone jealous. ehehe. when we were enjoying our stay in the corridors of ctc, a stupid thought just rushed through my head. i was having a hard time using the word regret. so i called the expert. corren. luckily she was there. she sat beside me and i ask her my very simple question. (but if you knew the answer, you'll just laugh at me. see how stupid arjay is) after answering, i called eumir and asked to sit infront of us. then, i put my arms over her shoulders and said that she must be my girl. i looked at my watched and told eumir that today is the start of our relationship(?). i can't help myself from laughing becausing he was acting strangely. he can't believe what he was seeing, as if he don't know it was all joke. to really piss him off, we acted like she's my real girl, and i was his man. anger was burning in his eyes. like oxygen in a fire, the fact that he liked her since we were freshies was keeping the fire alive. he also felt betrayed. Arjay bakit mo ko ginanito? Bakit kayo ganyan? those words were the words he can only say. sorry coz i know you've just been into a serious problem. the whole time we were together, we're like your typical luneta lovers. i want to make it clear. it was a joke don't worry. (dahil ikaw ay sikat... pakshet)

sick

it's been a while. i've been sick for five days, since thursday. it was friday when i finally realized i got influenza. my body's weary. my muscles are aching and i had a hard time walking or even standing up. to make it worse, i also had cough and colds. i wasn't able to attend the ani recollection last saturday. it was the first time i was at home saturday afternoon. i was able to get a glimpse of the usual not-so-intelligent game shows. i was bedridden the whole day. i also got enough sleep. for five hours, my pillow was wet with my precious(?) saliva.

arggghhh... as in arggghhhh

bad trip... argghhh... so today's the start of my not-so-hectic schedule. i'm so happy coz it started with a bang... i enjoyed my day, somehow. so here's the story i woke up with thoughts of no LSC. yipee, i said to myself. what really woke me up is my dad. he's not here, physically. he called us this morning. i was shocked. he was no in a different location that's why he called that early. after that, i immediately hooked up to the net to download the song that has been playing in my head for weeks. signs by snoop dogg and justin timberlake. luckily, i did. then i played condition zero for a while. i should be playing red alert2 but the cd-rom's broken.(actually, a cd was broken inside it for no reason at all. that's the reason our pc's not working for two weeks.) then, i ate my breakfast, also watch my breakfast. i mean, breakfast, on studio 23. to push all of the food, coz i ate so much, i drank water. and then i suddenly coughed. and my throat's kinda rough. i don't know how to describe it. but i think this is the start of cough. arggghh... but i don't mind it at all coz i have to play basketball with my friends and tutors in ani. so i went to ateneo. to play basketball. we met at the covered courts. we should be playing there but the alaska basketball clinic was there and we can't play. oh just remember that i was wearing a cap then. FDNY cap. and so we went to san jose seminary. but we can't play there too. the gate's locked and people from the seminary didn't want us to play there. so we went to high school. while we were walking we discussed a few things coz my companion just got his hair cut. he said it was for their enrollment. they can't enroll without having haircut. (and oh i can relate to that) and my tutor said that he should have hair done like mine. after going to high school, we were blocked by a high school student. he told us that the boards were only there without ring. we went to our last resort. grade school. finally, we were able to play there. it was fun. there was ring there and it was so low and i was able to dunk it. i feel like i'm tim duncan. then, when we were resting i remembered my cap. oh shit. i lost it. hoping it was still in the places we've been through, kuya uri and i went there to check if it was still there. unfortunately, it was gone. with it was my memories. wonderful memories. and also it's sentimental value. argghhh. so i went to my class in ani, tired, sad and frustrated. on our last subject, it was physics. we have to take our long test. again another burden. i was tired, sad, frustrated, weary, melancholic, sleepy and i have to take test. what the f!!! the worse is i have mistaken some concepts. eventually, mistakes. for every worse, there would always be the worst. a question there says compute for the blah blah blah. you know how stupid i am. i graphed it!!! argghhh the 11th of may is not yet done. what will happen next?

framed up...

for real, michael?

i'm back

yipee!!! i'm back. i now have a less hectic schedule. i don't have any lsc review classes. how sad... the remains of the acet mock test is still in my head. it was really a mock test. it mocked me so much. much that dreams of studying in ateneo and upcat is shattered into fine and minute pieces. the real purpose of a mock test was exemplified in that dreadful test. i'm back and i just did two posts. maybe you can check it out. the dates are exact but i just did a while ago. to fake it out that i have done those before. i can now continue the kadiliman sa kalagitnaan ng larawan series you have been waiting for. if you're so excited, so do i. but the problem is i'm running out of memory, coz i have a short term memory for her. she deserves it by the way. whatever kind of creature you may call her, a nerve cell should not be spent thinking of her. and oh by the way, i also have my other blog. it's still under construction. and i'll inform you when it's done and good for reading.

just wanna rave

yes, it's a saturday night. i'm melancholic. you'll be wondering why. i also don't know why. but maybe the closest reason coz i just bought the latest album of hale. i must be happy. i just bought a cd. and it's not original. coz i only have a few. it would be my fourth album because i'm used to download songs from the net. luckily, the price was just right. the cd was played just at the right time. i'm looking for something that can make me drown with so much emotional lyrics. the songs quenched my thirst. the lyrics was just right. just as i have mentioned earlier, i am melancholic. was it because of the album or i can just relate to the songs. but whatever!!! i just wanna rave!!! cool... (sadly)

seriously non-sense

ang saya talaga maging bata. o kahit kumilos na parang bata. bumanat ng mga so-called jokes kapag feeling mo bata ka. maglaro ng mga larong pangbata. kahit nga sa Bible eh sabi na kumilos daw na parang bata. pero ang nakakatuwa talaga sila. may dalawa akong sitwasyon na talagang pumukaw sa damdamin ko upang isulat ito. kakatapos lang namin magmeet nila eumir, finney, andre at ako sa bahay nila andre sa sto.niño. wow talaga yung lugar nila. noong lumabas kami sa bahay nila para bumili ng pagkain napadaan kami sa isang half-court na basketball court. so yun, dahil sa pananabik na makapaglaro, naglaro kami. siyempre pagkatapos mong maglaro, kailangan mong magpahinga. umupo ako sa isang tabi. tapos may napadaan na dalawang bata. (yes!!! bata!!! sila pala ang bida dito) naguusap sila. malamang hindi mawawala ang kanilang pagtatalo. away bata na siya naman talagang napakasayang pakinggan. laking gulat ko na iyon pala ay ang kapatid ni andre, si gab. kasama niya ang isang hindi nakilalang bata. itago na lang natin sa pangalan na totoy. gab: oh kilala mo ba yung naglalaro na iyon? (ako pa lang ang naupo noon para magpahinga, si andre at finney ay naglalaro pa rin. as usual malupit si finney) gab: oh kilala mo ba yung naglalaro na iyon? totoy: hindi bakit? gab: oh kilala mo ba yung naglalaro na iyon? totoy: hindi nga... gab: ako kilala ko yun... ikaw hindi... totoy: bakit sino ba yan? gab: classmate yan ni diko(referring to andre) galing noh? totoy: sino nga yan? gab: si finney yan. totoy: gab: si finney yan. totoy: oo nga kilala ko yan. si finney yan eh. eventually, natameme na lang si gab. habang ako tawang-tawa ako sa kanila. ang talino. ayaw magpatalo. ito yung isa pa parang ganyan din. kakatapos lang ng enrollment nun. natripan namin mangulit sa computer lab. akala namin may counter-strike. pero hindi kami pinaglaro. so yun, kinausap na lang namin si Sir Maglalang. tamang-tama at dala ni finney ang yearbook niya sa la salle summer camp. taray nga eh, naka-cd pa. chineck namin with the supervision of sir maglalang. tiningnan namin yung gallery. so yun, natigil kami sa isang picture mr.maglalang: ang dami chicks us: oo nga sir eh mm: ang ganda nung maputi ha (lahat kami ay natigilan, hinanap namin kung sino yung maganda na sinasabi niya. hindi na namin kailangan magsalita at wala naman, ang napagkasunduan namin.) us: sir wala naman eh mm: ayun oh us: saan sir to ba? (tinuro namin yung isang maputing babae) mm: hindi yan us: saan? mm: ayan oh. (tapos tinuro yung intsik na classmate ni finney, natural maputi yun) ang corny noh? wala lang sabog lang...