i dedicate this to a fireworks display show held last december 2005

end the year with a bang! war is waged! war is waged! the twenty second of march. march, the words of hatred. march, the words of hatred. march, the words of hatred. experience misery at its finest. spill no blood, spill no blood, spill no blood. no! brother! no! sister! don't falter! end it with me as we watch the this lonely and star-studded night of march explode, form another night of brilliant fucking and crappy words of hatred just as how we celebrated the world pyrotech show. clap, clap, clap. hooray! clap, clap, clap. hooray! now come and join in painting the town red! war is waged! war is waged! let's end the year with a bang!

One of my Dreams Came True

One of my dreams came true. yes! when i was in grade five, i've been a dying fan of barbie's cradle, particularly barbie almalbis. i can still remember that i had a dream of her after i watched her in mtv fashionista. in my dreams, we played like little children and i wished i would stay in my dreams. ok so when i was back to reality, i immediately bought an album, music from the buffet table. i could also still remember how i envied the stories of my sister who watched the alternativity in riverbanks(barbie was there). everytime i had a freetime, i would always catch a glimpse of her in one of the issues of Pulp magazine. and when they launched the playing in the fields album, i also did not hesitated in buying it. god, i was so over her back then. even in the present. but when i had this opportunity, i said to myself that i should not miss this. robinson's metro east had this series of gigs this weekend which i guess for the promotion of their weekend sale. march 19 2006: barbie almalbis. (two years and seven days after one of my dream concert, incubus.) when i got home after i had my tape to be transferred, i took a rest for a while. when i woke up, went back to get it, only to be find out that it wasn't in mpeg format. so i told gian, julie and finney that we should watch barbie. and our decision was right! she was already playing torpe. so we rushed to the ground floor and i impatiently got out my camera and took shots of her. i had one of my 128mb memory card be full because of her and only her picture and one minute plus clip of her playing. when the concert was over, the emcee told the audience that they're selling out cds of singles and the autograph signing and picture taking started. i got some money from our docu fund and finney got his share. immediately we bought the album and went to the line. the line was not that long and i was very afraid that we might not have our turn. and luckily we did. my dream came true! oh my god! i was close to one of my biggest crushes, the one i've been admiring for almost 6 years. we had our cd signed by her and we also had our picture taken with her. call it very groupie but i don't mind at all. what do they care anyway? at least i had the courage of going out to her. oh my, i would never forget this day!

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it's been a hard day. today's the first day of examination. the day covered analytic geometry, english and computer. i know it will only bore you to death how the test fared. i just wanna share my timeline before having my exam. 6:00. i just got up from my bed 6:10. i just finished my breakfast. 6:10 - 6:30. panic time one! i was watching tv while waiting for my turn to take a bath. 6:30 -6:35. bathing time. see how fast i could get when in a rush. it includes taking a bath, brushing my teeth, and crapping shit out. 6:35 - 6:40. changing clothes. 6:45 - 6:55. waiting for a ride. getting a ride. panic time two! i was late and i was really afraid of my writings on the blackboard;afraid that our adviser how our blackboard turned into a graffiti wall of nothing but foolish jokes on the vocabs. 6:55. arrival and the most exciting part. 6:58. my arrival at our beloved homeroom. from the stairs, i could hear shrieks and scream of this certain individual. it was loud, as loud as you could hear the clogging of the heart's veins. i was even predicting, when i had my seat, that: she would be having a hard time breathing, holding her heart, and passing out. i realized one thing. i was watching how the number one cause of death of Filipinos does it job. 7:05. silence for few seconds, while she was away. then, differen kind of whispers filled the room. assumptions of her sudden screaming. start of the exam. this is the exciting part. 7:55. boisterous, flirtatious scream was heard on the hallways of rodriguez. the class was puzzled. 8:00. the voice heard awhile ago, was now heard on our room. wow. she was quite scolding us for our noise before the nat was held. amazing isn't it. she scold us for being noisy yet her voice was heard on the hallways. (no i'm talking of another individual) 8:15. she went downstairs, and still her voice was heard. and take note, she was noisier than us and her voice and her stories definitely distracted the examinees.