i have so much to do and i don't know where to start. i now realized the burden of becoming a student of ms. lozania. she requires us of so many things. the mid-sem's almost over and we haven't even started doing the research proper. i really don't see that as a bad thing for the reason that i'm not even done completing the 25 sources needed. i honestly have 15 and i haven't read any of them. right now, we're supposed to pass note cards and outline. how am i supposed to do that when i haven't read my sources? for my christian civilization class, we have to do the group work assigned. we have to watch a film, Life is Beautiful, and compare it with a book that i haven't read. i also have to pass a research paper, regarding Human Security Act. i haven't started any of the requirements for that class. it must be the result of her very difficult long test. "what's up china paper?" i say to my groupmates. i even don't know if i could finish all of these schoolworks. partida, mon-thurs pa lang na sched yan. it must be the climate for these past two days. with a gloomy weather, i can't work well - all i do is to stare at the window and watch as the rain falls down. hay...