autism

according to this test on this website: [http://www.wired.com/wired/archive/9.12/aqtest.html>] 80% of people who have autism or related cases scored 32 or higher. guess what? i scored a whopping 33 points. woohoo!!! but i think, i have autism for the reason that i create my own world - autism in layman's term. a world of make believe, where i conceive that everything is alright and fine. but in reality, everything's not, that i am living in world of lie. it seems that the world i'm living right is not the real world after all. yun lang. bow. but honestly, i'm deeply troubled.