"You left me speechless when you said You were leaving All the things I never said I can never say" -Considering You,by Long Since Forgotten

i really can't help but to relate this post to the previous one. it has been so hard to accept that she just left and she's been away for almost 24 hours. it's sad. really really sad. well, i can't do a thing but just to miss her... i just hope she's doing good. hi krizy!

goodbye...

that was the last time that i saw her. she was crossing the street as i take my last glimpse of her. each step became a quarter of a second to miss her. i did not bother walking a few more walks with her. for i know a time not so far away will come when i have to walk again with her. each of us had her hugged but i did not listen to the words she hushed. for i know a time not so far away will come when i have to talk to her again. though the ride gave me an idea how edsa looked like on that lonely night, i kept on picturing out her last image to me. definitely it was one of the best yet most depressing. don't worry for on that same crossroad we'll meet on a time not so far away.

woohh... i can't stand looking at glittery and sparkling friendster homepages. i don't know why, but i guess it's just the color combination... hay lumalabo na talaga.

hehe

two more weeks... wahahaha... i'm so excited! and i never realized that time passed by so quickly. i'm dying to spend my tuesday and my friday at school... hmmm... i'm inspired. wahahaha

ayun, isang left hook galing kay pacman at napatumba si terrible. congrats kay manny pacquiao. isang mahusay na boksingero ang muling nagbigay parangal sa ating bansa. isang pagbati kay morales sa kanyang matatag na pakikipaglaban kay pacquiao. (cool yung entourage ni morales, nandun si rey mysterio at naka louis vuitton na mask. talk about cool!) bitin yung laban. sana kahit round 8, para hindi inulit yung buong laban kasi sayang yung commercials eh.

ahaha... parang gago 'tong napanood ko sa tv. isang action star na bruce lee-inspired hair. tapos, yung boses ngarag. parang sabog. akala ko pa naman sober na yun sa drugs.

beauty and the geek 2

katatapos ko lang manood ng beauty and the geeks 2. nalimutan kong isama na isa rin pala ito sa mga kinasasabikan kong panoorin noong sembreak. naaaliw kasi ako sa experimentong ito. mahusay na naisip ang palabas na ito. at siyempre, nakakatawa din ang mga karakter na napapaloob dito. may tipo akong partner at sila ang nais kong manalo: cher at josh. may ilang dahilan kung bakit sila ang gusto ko eh. una, kamukha ko raw si josh, noon. (afro, nakasalamin at geek); pangalawa, nakakatawa si josh; pangatlo, kamukha ko na siya, ngayon (maiksing buhok, nakasalamin, at geek); at ang pinakamaganda na marahil na dahilan ay crush ko si cher. ang ganda niya eh. maidagdag ko lang, mahusay ang kanilang kombinasyon, tipong malakas at parating nanalo.

usaping edad

damang-dama ko na ang pagiging kolehiyo ko. ang pinagbabatayan na ng oras ay ang simula at tapos ng bawat semestre. nakakaaliw lang isipin na may ilang taon na rin pala ang lumipas mula ng aking pinag-iisipan pa lang pag kokolehiyo. naisip ko rin na may katandaan na rin pala ako. noong ako'y nasa hayskul pa lamang, ang taon na labimpito ay isang edad na matagal-tagal bago maabot - tipong marami-raming pagdaraan upang makarating doon. at sa halip, hindi pala ganoon iyon. hindi pala dapat binibilang ang mga hakbang patungo sa iyong naisip marating. (ayan malabo na naman ako)

i have been impatiently waiting for some things to happen... and when the time comes, it's gonna be all good.

i have just experienced one of the best weather. it was sunny and sky was blue but some clouds covered the sun for a while. it was windy. waahhh!!! wala lng...

makeover

i miss my 'fro. for all of the people who haven't seen me for a while, i had my haircut before second semester started. it's shorter than what you have seen of me before first sem ended. after having my first haircut since june, i'm starting to ponder if i'm going back to my high school look. also, i had my glasses replaced. the old one was broken. with my new haircut and new glasses, i look more serious.

booksale

i never realize that it's fun to spend some time at booksale. i'm not fond of going there because the books, should i say, are old and i don't like old books. i only go to booksale because of the magazines sold there, specially when its about cars. i've been there lately to check out if there are magazines about photography. unfortunately, i wasn't able to look for one. only old books on photography are available there and i don't have enough money to buy them. all of the books are hard bound which could be the reason as to why they're expensive. they're expensive but old; how much more when first published? as i tried skimming all of the titles, some set of books got my interest. funny, because these books i just mentioned are cookbooks - and not just cookbooks but diet cookbooks. south beach diets and dr.phil's.

i want to enroll to a photography crash course. what good will i get if i learn but without the proper tools? with this, i'm craving for a digital slr, preferably sony alpha series. that camera got good a review from a magazine. and it seems that i'm more of a sony guy lately. after reading magazines on photography, i realized that photography's an expensive hobby. i want to be an apprentice photographer.

i really don't know what to write right now. i'm having a hard time unifying thoughts in my head. i have been thinking of so many things lately. it's no good actually when the second semester's starting. i just want to concentrate on studying. i really don't know why but i think focusing on studies is the only way to get rid of this useless thoughts.

we all have trust issues. and i think i have the worst one.

sa unang linggo ng nobyembre

yeah... coolness na talaga 'to. ayos na rin at nakakapag-internet ako dito sa bahay. okay rin talaga ang feeling na dito ka sa bahay nag-iinternet sa halip na naririnig mo ang mga batang baliw na baliw sa paglalaro ng dota. kaya nga lang, mukhang hindi 'to mapapadalas kasi pilit kong magseseryoso na sa pag-aaral. hindi ako nangangako dahil baka masira ko lang at malulungkot ako ng labis. sa ngayon, masaya ang schedule ko. mas maagang uwian at masayang mga subjects. at maya-maya na lang ay gagawa na ako ng mga takdang aralin.

medyo pala nakalulungkot isipin yung shock na nabalitaan ko ngayong gabing ito.

weekend before the start of 2nd sem

ayun, ang aking mga high school frineds ay nagplano na gumawa ng isang short film. friday yung first day of shooting. masaya naman siya. kahit papa'no eh nasunod ang dapat na mangyari. mainit lang talaga. 2.00 ng hapon din kami nagsimula. nang mag-aalas kwarto na, nagpunta kami sa cubao upang bumili ng damit na matagal-tagal ko nang inaasam na bilhin. isang team manila (graphic studio) shirt. sa kabutihang palad, nabili ko ang gusto kong disenyo ng damit. sabado naman ay ang isa sa pinakamasayang araw ko. seryoso. dapat ay ito ang pangalawang araw ng shooting, kaso hindi na natuloy. nauwi na lang ito sa isang biglaang paggawa ng short film na hindi masyadong napaghandaan. nagroad-trippin' din kami sa may san roque at calumpang. at nagpunta ng robinsons metro east kung saan nanlibre si emong sa pizza hut, nagawa naming bigyan ng regalo si casey. isang super inggo na basketball ring. tapos, naglaro kami sa timezone. trip-trip ng ilang laro. pero ang pinakamasaya talaga ay ang sandaling kami'y nag-videoke. matagal na ding plano yun, kaso hindi natutuloy kasi kinukulang ng spark para kami ay maglakas ng loob upang magkantahan. at ngayong linggo, wala pa rin akong mga gamit. walang ball(point)pen, papel. hindi ko matawag ang sarili ko bilang isang studyante. hindi ko nga rin alam kung saan ang mga kwartong papasukin ko bukas. buti na lang at naisipan kong mag-internet upang alamin kung saan. parang ayaw ko na tuloy pumasok.

i now heart sembreak, i guess.

thanks to this sembreak, i get to appreciate some things and some people. here's my list so you know. 1. save room by john legend. the video of the song is usually played on mtv but i'm not sick viewing it over and over again. it's because of the beautiful girls featured in the video. 2. eat bulaga. after my four episode viewing of the oc in the morning, i have to pause so i could watch eat bulaga while eating lunch. i just find eat bulaga better than wowowee. i just enjoy watching bulagaan, especially the combination of vic and jose. 3. pauleen luna. she appears on eat bulaga regularly and she may be the reason why i watch bulaga. she's so cute. i always wait for her during the segment called on the spot. 4. guadakomeda. nice name. it's a graphic designer who designed the shirts of fluid surf. 5. pablo. located at shoe expo, this art gallery features graphic arts from different graphic studios here in the philippines. 6. kabilugan ng buwan by drip. this revival of an original apo song is so good. i now began to appreciate - drooling over- electronica music. i just wish i could afford to buy their album. the first time i heard this song, i knew this was the song referred by ben to be the good revival on the kami napo album. 7. ewan by imago. also, this remake is good. it must be the lyrics.