this is not random.

i think i badly need help. i don't really know where to start. i feel like my life's scattered, sabog. i feel like my life's empty. this could be the reason why people can't see through me - 'coz what can you see on an empty person. and, i feel like people don't take me seriously coz they can't understand me. it seems that i've been going nowhere. i've been in and out of the right path but i can't/don't take the right one. seriously, i'm depressed. sad. lonely. empty. this is not random. i've been keeping this for quite sometime now. again, i am asking for help. get me out of this state.