diarrhea of the mouth

disclaimer: masyadong cheesy at walang sense. right now, i really like this girl. hindi siya ang tipong pinatatag ng panahon, bagamat siya'y nagtataglay ng kagandahang mas matatag pa sa panahon. ibig sabihin lamang nito, na yung una, nadidiktahan ng kung anong uso ang kanyang kagandahan. maganda lamang siya dahil na sa kanya, o di kaya naman siya ang, uso. the girl i'm liking right now, and also her beauty, could stand out despite the trends. she's not the type of the girl who has chinita eyes, which is the coolest feature a girl from the philippines could have right now. i won't say that her beauty's simple because it is rather complex. i'm not saying that she's not pretty. instead, i find her, right now, as the one who got most of the blessings that god has bestowed upon mankind. her features do not really stand out, but don't they're not mediocre either. however, when her features are put together, oh my god, such a beautiful creature. (at hindi ko na talaga alam ang sinasabi ko)i'm not really good in describing how she looks like. para patanuyan ang statement na sinabi ko kanina, hindi siya nag-siskinny jeans, yung nauusong malalaking damit, at maarteng sapatos. it's not that i'm against the trend, but bagay lang talaga ang kanyang porma. i really like her when she's wearing collared shirts, ahh my type of girl. anyway, i learned from our theology class that liking or falling for someone , but i think the word falling is inappropriate, because its a choice made. i'm just not really sure if it should be mutual. basta sa ngayon, i clearly made my choice - that she'd be the one i would be liking. i was just wondering kung masyadong selfish 'to. i mean, because i've been trying to do everything for her so that i would be pleased upon seeing her happy and satisfied. gets niyo ba? it would always end up with me seeing her happy, 'cause i like her to smile. it reminded me that i like her smile, and even the way she laughs. her laugh is truly contagious and so is her depression. ahh... ewan... talagang diarrhea of the mouth to, di ko alam kung bakit kung anu-ano pa ang mga sinasabi ko. it would all end up naman with saying that i'm really crazy for this girl. ehehe yeah, i know i do deserve to be thrown with tomatoes after posting this...