limp bizkit

waahhh... i'm so happy that i was able to download two videos of limp bizkit. fyi, i was a big fan of limp bizkit when i was in grades 4-5. back then, it was very cool to curse, like: " dude, i'm so fucked up because of this fucking player fucking my game." also, it was very cool to wear a red NY yankees ballcap. then, pair it with a baggy pants and white adidas superstar - a look inspired by fred durst. i'm not a big fan of fred durst. i actually idolize, and worship perhaps, wes borland. he's the uber cool guitarist of the band. he used to wear face paints which are really cool. i am particular with paint where he placed a big cross on his face. he also reminded me of a character of Wild C.A.T.S. damn. right now, i'm listening to their video (weird? i have to minimize the video; after blogging, i'd watch the video) entitled, my generation. my fave song from the band. "we don't, don't, give a fuck and we won't ever give a fuck until you give a fuck about me and my generation." man, i'm so fucked up... cool

grad

last sunday, i attended Marist's graduation while yesterday, i attended mshs' graduation. it's fun attending graduation. i get to meet friends. i get to sing alma mater songs. i get to see the changes meant to insult the alumni. mshs' grad had more impact 'coz i was only chatting with my friends. it was only yesterday that i saw melody. it has been months since i last saw her. damn, she lost a lot of weight. she's even sexier than the others... also, i got to see kc, byron, samuel, aby, etc. etc. etc. unfortunately, i forgot to bring my camera. pathetic me...

it's been a while since i had a very very very long post. long - meaning, three paragraphs. maybe, i'm just too verbose when i first started posting.

theory of evolution

when i learned in biology what darwin contributed in science, i then had a new theory to play. when i entered high school, marikina science it is, first year sections were named after scientists. i did not know who curie, dalton, darwin were, exemptions are given to galileo and einstein. see, how pathetic i am - entering a science high school with a few scientists in mind. it was only in second year that i knew darwin was responsible for the theory of evolution. anyway, the main point here (a spoiler, perhaps) is that i believe in his theory of evolution. almost everything evolves. computers were as large as rooms but now, i even have a computer on my palm. then, telephones too evolved: from bell's phone to job's (i)phone. cameras started with large plates and then replaced with sd's, memory sticks etc. then, according to his theory, man evolved from primates or whatever you call that animal. well, i too believe in that. someday, the people you see would be very different from what you see right now. maybe, technology would be a factor. it would define the changes man has to go through. because of digital cameras, having double chins would be so ubiquitous. chins would be stuck on the necks of people because of their habit of taking pictures of themselves. then, because of digicams, man would develop a great arm strength from holding their hands up high to, again, take pictures of themselves. lastly, the index and middle fingers would become very stiff because of people's imitation of korean poses. actually, what i really mean from this post is that there's so much vanity because of digicam. ehehe. so try, visualizing what the new human being would look like.

it's hot outside. i could barely walk along p.faura after going to my dentist here in manila. it's good that now, i'm at my mother's office, chillin'. ehehe

a generally sad day

yesterday was my last day to enter the school. yep. school year 2006-2007 ended yesterday. what i mean is that i have no obligations: papers, finals and other requirement. yesterday was a very sad day. i really don't know if i'm still staying at UA&P. i took every opportunity to transfer to other schools; ateneo and up, namely. so, i again feel that i'm going nowhere. i'm lost, really really really lost. i only feel like going to UA&P when 2nd semester was about to end when i am already filing every paperworks for my transferring. that's why i can't be so happy yesterday 'coz i don't know if that would be my last day or not. yesterday i was supposedly staying 'til 12 at rr's place 'coz g.talegon's class had a get-together party. unfortunately, my father called me up for some emergency reason. that's why i wasn't able to enjoy free drinks plus my new-found friends. generally, yesterday was a sad day...

fave song: freshmen of the verve pipe and read my mind of the killers

d100 - 20 = d80

walang hiya yan oh. yung huli kong post, tungkol sa isang camerang nagngangalang d100. nakuwento ko pa kung pa'no ko kinabaliwan yun. hay, kapag nakatulog ka ng ilang oras at marami na palang nangyari. sa pag-gising ko kaninang madaling araw para gumawa ng paper sa film, dumating ang isang tao na may dalang... okay, common sense na ah. nambibitin lang, asar talaga ako.

d100

have you ever experienced meeting someone whom you want to talk to? but at first, he/she will give you a cold shoulder so you'd end up not liking him/her. then, to your surprise, he/she would approach you first. it's really weird right? i just met someone who acted like that. he was a volunteer in teaching us the basics in photography for pathway's youth conference. i really felt weird when i was asking him some questions because it seemed that he wouldn't answer them. i was really surprised when he was the first to share some of his experiences. to my greatest surprise, he let me use his Nikon D100. damn, it was one of the best in my life. using D100 is so cool. i know its kinda old, but it was my first time to use a digital slr. trying sony alpha is not counted, okay? obviously, i couldn't make a good review on my first experience. luckily, i made some good shots. is it me or the camera? hmm... let me ponder on it first. anyway, i really really like my experience. on my way home, i was thinking of having my own d-slr. now, i'm so desperate in having one though it's too far from reality.

kumpareng john

kumpareng john legend has good music. right now, i'm listening to a copy of his album, once again. i really like his latest single, PDA (we just don't care). i also like the video which was shot in brazil,rio de janeiro i suppose. damn, i wanna go there and it has been my dream since i was kid listening to guantanamera. anyway, i also like maxine and where did my baby go, other than heaven and save room. though i'm listening to john legend, i have another song on my head. the clash's should i stay or should i go. it really fits my mood on whether should i stay in UA&P or should i go. and again, i'd mention, i still have agam-agam eh.

i'm on high again and i don't know why. it's 10:43pm and i'm still up. i do hope that the finishing all the schoolworks is the reason why i'm still awake. yeah, that's the reason! i have five papers to finish. two of them are due on monday. a group paper for phil.soc and an aeneid book review. on thursday, i have to pass an individual paper for,again, phil.soc. a final paper for film and a bonus paper for lit. darn! i also have to study for my three finals. physics on monday, phil.soc on tuesday, and civ on thursday. it's still saturday but i want next week to be over. i'm so harassed. for a week, i think i would be awake for 19-21 hours a day.

i have a very superficial reason to stay in UA&P. it's because i still have agam-agam. ehehe...

smoking...

and i said to her, "please, stop smoking." she had nothing to do but to ask, "why?" "do i really need to tell you why?" "yup." "hmm... it's like killing yourself. then, you smell bad. really bad. and..." "what?" her brows almost kissed each other, showing her interest to my answer. "you look hot." silence prevailed as she had her last puff. "also, i wanted to try it too, " i paused and continued "with you."

finally, i got to watch 300. it's one of the best film i've seen.

sa pagsisimula ng bagong linggo

kakaiba talaga ang mga araw na nagdaan. sa halos isang linggo, lagi akong pumapasok sa unibersidad na may kakaibang kasabikan. kahit na anong sama ng gising ko, basta mai-apak ko lang ang paa ko sa unibersidad, masaya na ako. dahil dito, ganado akong pumasok - siya namang ngayon ko lang naranasan. pumasok lang at hindi para mag-aral. kinokonsider ko na nga ang sarili ko bilang isang patay, brain dead. ayaw ko nang mag-aral eh. patay na ang isang utak at isip kapag sinabi na nitong tumigil na sa pagtuklas ng mga bagay na hindi niya nalalaman. ngunit, nang matatapos na ang linggong nagdaan, kakaibang kalungkutan naman ang tumuldok sa aking araw. ngayon naman, kahit anong kasiyahan sa umaga, hindi ko mapigilan ang aking sarili na matunganga na lang sa isang tabi at mag-muni. ilang araw, linggo at buwan ko na ring hindi nagagawang pigain ang lahat ng aking naiisip. lunes na pagkatapos ng halos tatlong oras. hindi ko na alam kung papaano ko lolokohin ang sarili. pahihirapan ko na naman ang sarili sa kung anong susunod na mangyayari mahirap. mahirap.. mahirap...

i have to delete the post last thursday. sorry.

i'm sick... puta. i'm extremely happy for weeks but i'm not really used to this feeling. i can't help but smile all the time when the sun is up- the feeling's same too when its gone. am i in a trance? images are running in my head when i stop for a while. and i think this ain't right. help. i need help. anyone, please?

red and push-ups

puta. when you're really out of your head, you'd develop alcoholism. the worse thing about it is you'd be so desperate in sipping something with alcohol (duh?). to make it a little worse, you'd drink old red wine - the bottle was opened three months back. and the worst thing is that you'd do push-ups after drinking. talk about weird, huh.

my blog has lost its worth and quality. sob sob...

Panic

i never thought that i would like Panic!At the Disco so much. hmm... i really love the pretty weird (or maybe it's just that the-i-don't-understand)lyrics of their songs and queer (not gay, i mean) sound. and i am very particular to the song entitled camisado: Can't take the kid from the fight take the fight from the kid Sit back, relax Sit back, relapse again Can't take the kid from the fight take the fight from the kid Just sit back, just sit back Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse Sit back, sit back, bababada You can take the kid out of the fight

hmm... monday na bukas at hindi ko alam kung anong mangyayari. exciting pero, nakakabadtrip isipin na malapit nang mag-finals... argghh...

i'm happy today. very very very happy, though i have just reached home an hour ago. i had a free cut in filipino; an early dismissal in civ102; surprised with a choco-mousse cake; received a gift from them; had a very tiring workout with patrick; an almost done work for filipino; seen one of my favorite song and video, mistake no.3 by truefaith. hmm... what a great day! and not to forget is that i have three complete days. (do i need to explain further? maybe not)

march

wow it's march already. that only means: 1. the national arts month ended which is february, my favorite month. 2. three days ago, i just had my birthday. 3. the country will celebrate fire prevention month. 4. mtv philippines is back. yipee!